Feelings and moods are secondary, resultant phenomena.
What does this mean?
It means that you shouldn’t focus on your feelings or moods at all. And you most definitely shouldn’t let how you feel dictate your life experience.
Don’t try and interpret your feelings and moods, just accept them and then use your will and analytical mind to allow you to take steps towards your ultimate life.
The more positive steps you take in your life, the more you will change your reality to something that will result in good moods and positive feelings.